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I don't remember the last time my body voluntarily woke up at 7am... but I guess it's cause I have a lot on my mind. I need these next couple of weeks to hurry so I can relax for a month and half...

This is like a lose-lose situation. I'm not happy now... and I'm not happy there. I guess I just need time to do it's job.

This phase always sucks... :( but I know it's what I need to do...

miserable.

Lacking...

on updates and entries. Sorry. :-/ Life has been really busy and weeks go by so quickly. I have less than 3 weeks left of school and it's filled with tests and work.

I've decided to work less next semester but we'll see how that plays out. I want a semester to where I can just chill but the schedule looks pretty tough. Ah, why does the spring semester of each academic year have to be so crazy?! This is the semester that everyone says to save the 1 D we can make for. I really hope I don't have to use it...

December is coming up and most holidays I'm in Houston with family and friends. This year will be different. I can't just ask a month and half off from work so I'll have to do a lot of commuting to see my friends/family during the weekend.

The tattoo will happen. I'm hoping to meet up with the guy this weekend during our family reunion to give him an idea so he can sketch it out. If I don't give myself a time frame to do it, it'll just always be an idea.

Neecie is going to move in with me for about a month and half :) I'm excited! AND- I'll get to pick up my running again since she'll be here to be my partner. Now that the weather is cooler, it'll be absolutely lovely! I love awesome weather :)

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once again I'm blogging because I'm crazy nervous about IV finals (less than an hr...) :(!

Not Superwoman

This whole full time student with work and play is pretty overwhelming. I know there are plenty of people who do this regularly but I'm still not used to it yet. ugh. I could work less but the bank account looks so much better when I do :) and I know if I'm not working, I wouldn't be doing anything productive at home anyway.

Something has got to give and as of late it's been the playing portion of my life. I'd rather let my body rest than to go out and hang out with friends :(. I've also had to put a stop to my vacationing as well... :(

These next couple of months are going to be a little rough but once December hits, I'll be free from school for a month and half. Until then... 12 hours of school (but in reality it's more since IV and Pt. assessment labs are longer) plus 20-24 hrs of work.

Just one of those days...

I've been feeling really out of it as of late. Maybe because it's my hormones but regardless of the reason, I hate this feeling. Go away, please. :/

Another week, another test. I guess my key to studying is having a lot relaxation before "studying". I sleep... have a warm shower... and just listen to music. Then when I really feel like I'm going to be screwed, I go to school and start studying away. Why can't I just focus at home?! So many distractions! I need to learn how to steer away from the distractions and focus because driving to school, walking, etc. is more time wasted.

Blogging is an example of a distraction...lol. Anyway, time to head to school. I hope there aren't any dancers in Jester today.

Pictures

I'm really slacking on the picture taking this fall. I used to have my camera on me at all times but now I don't even really know where it is. lol I guess the picture taking phase has passed but luckily there is always someone else to capture the moments. :)

When I get enough money, I really want to get a SLR. Those pictures come out super awesome compared to my dinky point-n-shoot camera. Maybe I'll have time in the future to take a photography class so they can teach me the basics of using all the fun functions/settings of a camera.

Houston...

I miss you. It doesn't help that I left all my winter clothes and shoes down there while the weather outside is perfect! This just means I need a trip down to pick up things soon...

I think I'm going to head down next weekend after work so I can eat dim sum with my family... all of us. It's been so long since we've all gotten together... pictures will be a must. :) I can't wait.

:(

Can this illness go away already? Seems like I'm always sick...:( This is a sign that I need to learn how to take care of my body better.

At times like these I wish I had someone to take care of me. Living alone is no good :-/ TLC, please.